Nothing, I am the person I’ve always wanted to be. What kept me from it before was worrying about what others thought, I wasted a butt slug of time explaining myself to others when I was younger.
I want to be a nicer, more caring, more patient quiet person but those qualities don’t come as naturally to me. I make an effort to be this person but when I am tired or stressed, I become an uber bitch that tells it how it is and can be raw and blunt.
I am not comfortable truely being that person because I don’t like who I am when I am like that and think it is unfair on others.