I don’t think I’m on anyone’s shit list and would be quite surprised if I were. I think I’m a very reasonable, nice, and fair person and I live life intentionally not doing harm to others, not screwing anyone over, not being purposely malicious or cruel, etc.
I do have one person that I hate and I await the day that I can jab the knife in and turn it, to get him back. The thing is, he did something that hurt and angered me quite a bit, then was a coward and wouldn’t apologize or own up to it to me personally, which is all I asked so that I could move on. I do wish I could move on, because it’s been 2 or 3 years since it occurred and it’s really not important anymore. I just can’t seem to let go of it.
There are a few other people, not very many because I generally don’t hold grudges, that were abusive mind fuckers and really messed me up, treated me horribly, cruelly, squashed me, killed my self-esteem, that sort of thing. I wouldn’t necessarily call them enemies, but they are people I have my eye on and probably will never be able to forgive them for what they did. But in trying to heal from the abuse, I had to move on from what happened, and divorced myself emotionally.