I feel like I have no idea who I am as a person. I knew the person I wanted to be, but now I’m unsure of being her. I hate myself as a person and I’m very confused. I want to drop everything, but I don’t have a life where I can do that. I want to run away from my life. I want to go where no one knows me and I can stay that way for the rest my life. Every time I think I’m starting to put things back in place, something always comes along and messes it back up. It’s like my life is a vase sitting on a stool. It was kicked over once and I managed to pick up the pieces, but when I was a few pieces away from fixing the vase, somones leg just came out of nowhere and kicked the stool from under the vase and I was back to square one. Have you ever felt like this? I feel like the “good” part of my personality is dying off. I’m screaming for someones help, but no one comes to my rescue. I really have no idea what I’m doing. Help! :(