Okay, I have decided that maybe having a male friend I can talk to about things might help me a bit. I have never been able to confide in very many men or anyone in general for that matter. Heh, I’ve only been able to fully confide in one and now he’s gone. Whenever I talk to a guy, I always seem to say the wrong things. I mess things up a lot, but I need a guy who can tolerate my mess ups and give me feedback about my problems and listen. This to me seems like a very big leap from not wanting to talk at all, to now wanting to talk to someone. It would be a mutual thing. I would help as much as I could with advice and vice versa. Does this sound like a good idea? I think it’s my loneliness talking, but eh. I’m also second guessing this idea too.. I really don’t want a face to face confidant either. I seem to find it easier to talk through text, than in real life. :/

Does this sound weird?

Topics: me, talking, men, trust, sadness, hope, loneliness, confidant