Sometimes, yes. No one would ever guess because I’m so nice, compassionate, and unassuming. I’m way more powerful and cunning than I ever get credit for. I recognize that my abilities and powers could easily be used for bad, but the world should be glad that I’m driven to use my powers for good. I would be such an amazing evil genius and I’m being dead serious. I have a definite dark side and the kind of social skills that could easily manipulate, lie, cheat, steal. I can be icy cold and calculating. When aroused, my hatred and desire for vengeance is sharp like a sword. I can lie in wait for years for the perfect moment to strike.
I know this dark side is there and I know that when I allow myself to tap into it, I’m extremely crafty and successful. I have some illegal and immoral acts in my past that I’m generally too ashamed to admit to people. I’m a pretty easy-going person and can take a lot of shit from people without snapping, but there are a couple of people who pushed and mistreated and abused me so beyond the point of tolerance that I lost all reason and became an instrument of evil. I found I’m good at it, and really quite evil if it gets to that point. It shocks me a little to see the breadth of what I’m able to personally justify if pushed beyond that outer edge into darkness.
If I didn’t have such a loud conscience, who knows..