Feeling young; my passions and hobbies. I’ve been into horror movies and video games since 12 or so. In my teenage years I was often told it was a phase, something I’ll grow out of. But at nearly 30, I still haven’t, haha. I don’t really see this going away, either. Some people think it’s weird and immature, but fuck em. A lot of people of all ages like that stuff. ecxept I don’t really meet any. Everyone has houses and cars and kids and I’m all sitting around watching zombie flicks in my room like I was doing 15 years ago when I had no rent to pay haha. It’s a good feeling. (ecxept having to pay the rent)
Feeling old; my health is seriously on a bad road ahead. This is due to other things besides aging, I don’t think I’m at that point yet. Still, when I was younger I did drugs, started smoking at 14, drank lots and still am. This does take a toll on your body, and I feel old when all the setbacks from not looking after myself are starting to kick in. It’s like, dude, this did not happen five years ago. Ow.
I also feel old when I look at teens today and am completely appalled and disgusted by what they wear. I keep this to myself usually, they can dress however they want. You’re not gonna hear a Goth judge others for their fashion sense or appearance. But I still can have my own opinion that modern teen fashion sucks.Even some of the modern Goths make me raise an eyebrow sometimes.
And I don’t like those thoughts at all. It makes me feel old because I remember old people saying that about me when I was a teen. As I get older, am I not supposed to become wiser and more open minded? Ah well.