For me I believe in God and that’s what I should be living my life for. Of course there is trial and error in my life. However, when I think about life scientifically, the fact that the human brain comes from millions of years of evolution through Hydrogen, Helium, Lithium combining and exploding to create newer elements is beyond astonishing. It is to say, literally, scientifically proven, that in fact through dust, is consciousness born. It’s dust becoming aware of itself and it’s surroundings, and for me, it’s through the miracle of God. Of course I don’t mind that other people believe that life is just spontaneous.
For me, growing up with out a father figure in my life means I will be the best papa to my little boy as he grows up and goes through experiences. None of chose to be here, so for me, it’s all about enjoying the ride. I’ve gained appreciation through life’s hardships, through depression, through being a monster, through being a manipulator and have come back down to earth to hopefully live the best way I can and help others in the process should they seek it.