Forget it! Even if I’m allowed to have wet dreams, there is no way I could compete with nearly anyone here. Sex is too important to me. As far as I’m concerned, making love with someone I love is the most important thing I can do in life. It is only when doing that that I feel truly at peace with myself. I feel validated and complete and whole.
Without that feeling, I get progressively worse in terms of self-esteem and self-acceptance and eventually I get depressed and start feeling so much pain, I don’t know if I can stand it much longer. I might win a million dollars, but I might also be dead.
I don’t know if anyone else out there feels this strongly about the importance of sex to mental and spiritual health. It is crucial for my life.
Even if I didn’t have a partner, or if my partner isn’t interested as often as I am, masturbation is very therapeutic in between. It isn’t just fun, for me. It really changes my mood and makes it possible for me to stay stable. So to give it up for a mere million dollars would be crazy! Kind of ironic, coming from someone who is diagnosed as crazy, but perhaps that is why I am like this and most other people aren’t.
Wait. So I’m thinking you’d have to be insane to give up masturbation for a year in order to get a million dollars. Most people here seem to think it’s a slam-dunk deal. Does that mean I’m crazy for not even considering it? Wtf?