My first sexual awakening, at camp (all-girls) when I was 13, directed themselves towards a young female counselor. The feelings were inchoate and confusing and I was embarrassed to discuss it with any of my friends. The councelllor allowed me to sit on the floor and lean against her knees during after-breakfast singalong. What a thrill.
When I returned home and started ninth grade, everything shifted to boys and has been that way ever since.