@rebbel I’m an agnostic. When I was in 4th grade a friend of our family (a high school kid) told me about Jesus. He told me to repeat his words about Jesus being my personal savior. I said the words just to please him and to get away.
Nowadays when people talk about God and Jesus I pretend that I’m with them spiritually. What’s the harm in going along to get along. I even paddle for a canoe club that is sponsored by a Baptist Church. Guess I’m just a hell bound religious hypocrite.
I’ll try to fast talk to the Lord when I die. Sorry about that Jesus but there are so many religions. They all can’t be right. Most of then will tell you that theirs is right. Some will tell you that every single word in the Holy Bible is absolute accurate. Mormons believe that The Book of Mormon is true history even though modern science has proven it to have never happened. Now that is so bizarre. It makes me not trust anything that anyone tells. So how in the hell am I suppose to have faith in anything.
Also why does God require faith that he/she exists? I know that God is very busy answering all the prayers and doing His work and all but why not delegate it all to his angels. Then He would have time to materialize and make a special appearance on Earth. I mean it has been over 2000 years since he showed up.
Lord have mercy!