^Many thanks, to many things.
I’m thankful that I have such resiliency to survive both the severe events that led to my suicide by alcohol, and subsequent liver failure. In total. I was in a living Hell, for about three or four years…
Psychologically, I essentially succeeded in killing myself. A terrible, traumatic, tortured, drawn out death…
Part of me, is the same. Otherwise. I’m a very different person.
I hope to be less negative, less serious, and more understanding of my place in the universe. Trying to enjoy my new/second life. I have much to learn, much to gain, and many wounds (physical and mental,)to to take time to heal.
I crashed and burned…
Time to rise from the ashes.
It’s great to hear from you. Really. It’s great to just be alive, and part of life is having relationships that help us through this difficult journey. I am appreciative that I know jellies like you, and all of my Fluther family. Let’s try to enjoy this ride, together.
Peace and love, to all…