Any advice? And is this a sign of OCD or am I just trippin'?
I sometimes have thoughts about either getting harmed or harming myself or my loved ones or other thoughts that comes in randomly. I also get thoughts about wishing death upon my loved ones even though I absolutely LOVE them and I would never want that to happen nor that is my wish at all. I want to tell someone but I’m a little afraid because I don’t want my loved ones to think I’m and “monster” or something, and these type of thoughts started when I was 14, went away, then came back when I was 16 went away and came back again when I was 18. I hate it so much. I also have thoughts that keep telling me that I’m attracted to women, and I’m not and sometimes it’ll lead me to confusion and frustration (by all means I am NOT homophobic whatsoever). If anyone has any advice I would appreciate it.Thanks!
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