…....to escape, avoid responsibility or tasks, get back at someone else.
I’ve been to all the treatment centers and talked to drug counselors and done clean time and dug down and talk about all my shit & problems, and when I popped out I realized I had in fact learned a lot about how to be sober and happy. But I keep doing it because I like the excitement. Like they said in Party Monster “i’m not addicted to drugs, i’m addicted to glamour…”
I didn’t have a terrible childhood or rough circumstances. I get high cause i’m bored with reality, simple as that. I’m not running from anything, I am aware that drugs create problems. lots of problems….. financial, health, addiction.
I know I’d be better off without them, but it’s just feels too damn good not to experience.
I’m young. I don’t have kids. I want to experience everything there is to experience. Ya know, push my body to it’s limits physically, mentally both with and without drugs. let’s see what this body can really do…