@stranger_in_a_strange_land A doctorate, eh? That would be quite an accomplishment. Should come back and change your name to Dr. Stranger :P
At the moment, I’m getting by on learning. I feel almost obligated to learn. Killing myself would probably be detrimental to the process. My learning at the moment includes attempting to play the violin, C++, furthering my photoshopping skills, writing (I have dysgraphia, not a simple task), story writing, and making somewhat random things. Chainmail, for example.
In other news, despite the irritating cliché, and the dismissal of such claims due to my age, my S/O does bring significance (pun definitely intended).
Oh, and also <insert rant about predetermined meaning VS self-determined meaning>.