@Shuttle128 – I hear you – Ouch!
I stopped drinking some years back but remember the hangovers, the heartburn, the pain of waking up, actually waking up still wearing my clothes, often as not in a bed of crumbs and stale food.
I once got so drunk I bought a chinese take out, dropped it, scooped it back into the container and ate it with my fingers cos I’d lost the wee plastic fork, AND I was eating the wee bits of gravel I’d also scooped up. Lovely.
I also remember once waking up under a park bench in a park, I’m actually glad I stopped drinking, now if I could just stop eating so much !!