@meatheadbox I don’t even want to think about it. Not yet. I’m alive for a reason, and I’m happy to be alive, even though life hasn’t been too peachy for me lately. My close relative died earlier this year. It’s been terrible times for everyone in my family to cope with it.
Maybe you have different opinion, and it’s fine. I don’t know you, and your personal situation, so it would be stupid to argue over it.