I’m stressed to the max, trying to grasp at random false productivity to make myself feel like I’m accomplishing something. I just biked around my neighborhood looking for pine cones. Didn’t find anything.
Basically, here’s my dilemma – I need money, so I need a job. But I also need to stay home because I can’t afford to put my son in after school care. I have the knowledge and skills to work from home as a freelance virtual assistant, but I don’t have the money to get a home phone and internet set up.
Really frustrating.
I don’t have a comfort food. When I get like this, I eat anything I can reach that takes no effort. I’m exactly one bad coincidence away from purging. Really trying not to go there.