When I de-converted from Catholicism. My whole world view changed. I started having identity issues as I felt I had become a totally different person. And I don’t believe I’ve worked out my “deepest” issues yet, either.
I’m trying to remember the rate at which the changes occurred…This 2nd-order derivative isn’t an easy computation. I know it didn’t happen in an instant. I think I started off by looking into other Christian denominations. Then I ditched all of it when I read the Bible Genesis to Apocalypse, but still pretended to be religious (I remember altar serving and thinking it was all a joke). I stopped pretending once I moved out of my parents’ house and felt able to think more freely, causing myself to finally settle with atheism. But, I’m still open to a spiritual side.