Ah. I misread the question. Now, that kinda ruins it, but here goes.
I’m on my front porch, and I see my neighbor’s place. He has lots of plants, in what used to be a car port. A little closer, is a rolling table thing, that came with my house. It’s for putting plants, and garden stuff in. And there’s a half roll of felt paper, that I still have not moved, since the last hurricane. A tipped over flower bed. And a bucket, that I use to water my plants with…And lots of dead leaves, that I never raked up, from the last hurricane.
I live in, and out, of deep depression. When I am doing well, my yard, and everything really, is better kept. But I’m in a rutt, as if the past month or so. So… Everything looks like shit. I’ve seen worse…