I miss doing my activities. We are coming into cooler weather now so I hope to do more of what I miss outside. I’ve been trying to make plans with a few friends.
I feel badly that I’m not going to see my parents this winter.
I’m fatigued by the constant display of people not taking it seriously. I feel like there are risky people all around me. If I felt everyone took it seriously I would go out more and do more.
I don’t mind wearing a mask. I don’t mind distancing. I don’t mind meeting with friends outside. I can keep those things up for a while without complaining. I just want to stop feeling nervous or having to say step back, because someone isn’t wearing a mask and gets too close while they’re talking to me. It’s exhausting to be the policeman. or the bitchy one, I hate that role.
I believe life will be like this at least another year. It will get worse most likely when they start vaccinating people, because a whole bunch of people will finally feel safe when it isn’t safe yet. It will take time to vaccinate enough people to really inhibit the transmission of the virus. Although, my community might likely be where my governor distributes the vaccine in an early roll out if I had to guess, if it’s up to the governors. If they have an age requirement I might be too young.