@janbb The family was having a discussion about putting my grandpa in a home. My grandfather was not taking his meds properly either by accident or deliberately. He died shortly after the homecare nurse, and I screwed up his insulin shot.
After he went unconscious I pushed the health alert button and told them that he had a heart attack. I should have said that we screwed up his insulin shot.
My grandfather knew that he was going to die. That’s why he was talking about sunrises and sunsets. He was going to sun set (die).
From Dungeons and Dragons game I was introduced to neutrality or the middle ground. So when the nurse told me that she forgot the dosage of insulin to give him I picked halfway from low to high dose.
I should have asked for help for that.