@smudges I have over 1,300 sets of memories. All slightly differently incrementaly positive sets of memories.
It works for me. As I make fewer mistakes.
Also in case you were wondering, I tried bringing back the lottery numbers, and the ticket vanished.
I am willing to concider that I am in a holographic simulation , but it still doesn’t explain why I have lived so long? Maybe I or we are in in an alien zoo?
My goto theory was that I am an immortal trapped in a time loop or time resets.
When time resets than my body resets to
a typical time that time resets is in the summer of 2000.
I was in a car ride with a good friend, and I told her that I was suicidal, and she prayed something and the cycle began. Every interation I get to live a little bit more averaging 2 weeks where at the last two weeks it gets easier to make minor changes.
Right now I am focusing on spring cleaning, and tossing old and outdated food and utensils and supplies.
I have a psychologist who I share everything with. My next appointment is June 11th.